Thursday, August 09, 2007

THE LORD LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS: ” I KNOW WHAT’S MISSING FROM THAT GIRL AND I HAVE A GIFT” ...



Ben & Katrin my friends from Germany, in 2006 in Swizterland during MMBC School.

My Counseling Internship is going really well, ... I enjoy interacting with those young girls looking for Help, sometimes for Answers but most often "feeling" quite stressed out by their lives suddendly rushed by a "non-plan-Pregnancy".
This past 3 years, a 1000 Ultra Sounds have been made, and saved about 90 % of the Babies from Abortion.



My Grand-Pa, in the city, I was born, when he was young, one of my heroe


My Grand-Ma when she was young ...


I have always being proud of my Grand-Pa' ... He is an "Indiana Jones" in our Family; a Great Sense of Humor & Story-Teller.
I love spending Christmas with him, because He is very Traditional and works on building a Peaceful Atmosphere. He is quite confrontational, yet, loves His Family - after 50 years of "Adventures" He chose to build one.

I look like my Grand-Ma' ... as if I was her Daughter. Which I have felt proud of, since only few years ago.
She had loved me soooooo much ... I could never forget that ! "A dress passed into my life ... " She had the amazing gift of a Great Cook and a Tailor; She would dress at the Very Fashionable Way.




One of the friendship symbol in my life !



One of a "party" Zip-Bong ... oh yeah !


I get really comfortable learning Counseling Tools ... the Question remain: "What will I do after end of September 2007"????
Keep me in your Prayers, Please ! Thank You warmly !

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

JE SUIS BISONTINE DU PAYS DE LA CANCOILOTTE ... A L'AIL !



... a dear chinese friend, Sixia and I, in California - March 2006




... a dear Dutch vriendin, Annemarie and I, in California - March 2006





Jason, Christmas in HAWAII, 2003 - 2006




... a dear friend American friend, Katie and I, in Hawaii - May 2006


AlOHA !
Thursday 2nd of August – Wendesday 8th 0f August 2007
Today was a busy day at the Pregnancy Center. It was good, I did about 4 interviews. It went well ! I had the opportunity to interview one-on-one for the first time.
It was not easy. The last case was heartbreaking … yet the girl was not abortion minded.

In my grief of the loss … I don’t know how to feel about it anymore.

I realize that I live either in the past or in the future; but not in the present. I struggle to see my day passing by; I don’t see it; I don’t realize, I am in it.
I barely connect with the present time, because I am focused on my emotions from the past or the anxiety of the future.
I need to develop a grateful heart, a gratefulness and a thankfulness, for today. For the present second and minute.

just for today … JUST TODAY.

I wanna be teaching in Universities … invited in different places in the world;

Bruce Thompson use to have as a favorite hymn, that very song: “Great is Thy Faithfulness”.
I keep thinking about it because he is a hero of faith and humility.
So I believe that he has experienced God’s faithfulness many times when he had nothing into his hands; or nothing under his sight, yet. But he trusted the Lord.
Then what happened is, as I was listening to worship and began to worship the Lord, I felt His Loving Presence … I felt his favor.
I realized how much crap, I play in my head … how much pollution I play in my mind and feed my soul and mind with movies instead of what he thinks about me;

I need to pass the test, that will allow me to enter into my destiny; I will come out of it stronger.

And you said and sang over me, that: “ you have a future for me, plans that you have made and a purpose in Life, to give me hope and a future; (and not to harm me).

I got a Lei of flowers today …