THE LORD LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS: ” I KNOW WHAT’S MISSING FROM THAT GIRL AND I HAVE A GIFT” ...



Ben & Katrin my friends from Germany, in 2006 in Swizterland during MMBC School.

My Counseling Internship is going really well, ... I enjoy interacting with those young girls looking for Help, sometimes for Answers but most often "feeling" quite stressed out by their lives suddendly rushed by a "non-plan-Pregnancy".
This past 3 years, a 1000 Ultra Sounds have been made, and saved about 90 % of the Babies from Abortion.



My Grand-Pa, in the city, I was born, when he was young, one of my heroe


My Grand-Ma when she was young ...


I have always being proud of my Grand-Pa' ... He is an "Indiana Jones" in our Family; a Great Sense of Humor & Story-Teller.
I love spending Christmas with him, because He is very Traditional and works on building a Peaceful Atmosphere. He is quite confrontational, yet, loves His Family - after 50 years of "Adventures" He chose to build one.

I look like my Grand-Ma' ... as if I was her Daughter. Which I have felt proud of, since only few years ago.
She had loved me soooooo much ... I could never forget that ! "A dress passed into my life ... " She had the amazing gift of a Great Cook and a Tailor; She would dress at the Very Fashionable Way.




One of the friendship symbol in my life !



One of a "party" Zip-Bong ... oh yeah !


I get really comfortable learning Counseling Tools ... the Question remain: "What will I do after end of September 2007"????
Keep me in your Prayers, Please ! Thank You warmly !

JE SUIS BISONTINE DU PAYS DE LA CANCOILOTTE ... A L'AIL !



... a dear chinese friend, Sixia and I, in California - March 2006




... a dear Dutch vriendin, Annemarie and I, in California - March 2006





Jason, Christmas in HAWAII, 2003 - 2006




... a dear friend American friend, Katie and I, in Hawaii - May 2006


AlOHA !

Thursday 2nd of August – Wendesday 8th 0f August 2007
Today was a busy day at the Pregnancy Center. It was good, I did about 4 interviews. It went well ! I had the opportunity to interview one-on-one for the first time.
It was not easy. The last case was heartbreaking … yet the girl was not abortion minded.

In my grief of the loss … I don’t know how to feel about it anymore.

I realize that I live either in the past or in the future; but not in the present. I struggle to see my day passing by; I don’t see it; I don’t realize, I am in it.
I barely connect with the present time, because I am focused on my emotions from the past or the anxiety of the future.
I need to develop a grateful heart, a gratefulness and a thankfulness, for today. For the present second and minute.

just for today … JUST TODAY.

I wanna be teaching in Universities … invited in different places in the world;

Bruce Thompson use to have as a favorite hymn, that very song: “Great is Thy Faithfulness”.
I keep thinking about it because he is a hero of faith and humility.
So I believe that he has experienced God’s faithfulness many times when he had nothing into his hands; or nothing under his sight, yet. But he trusted the Lord.
Then what happened is, as I was listening to worship and began to worship the Lord, I felt His Loving Presence … I felt his favor.
I realized how much crap, I play in my head … how much pollution I play in my mind and feed my soul and mind with movies instead of what he thinks about me;

I need to pass the test, that will allow me to enter into my destiny; I will come out of it stronger.

And you said and sang over me, that: “ you have a future for me, plans that you have made and a purpose in Life, to give me hope and a future; (and not to harm me).

I got a Lei of flowers today …

FINDING NEMO ..... A Good One !




... In Chelsa's Studio


... Green Sand Beach


... Francois, my Brother, with His 2 Boys: Leo-Paul & Matthias


ILLUSTRATION SCHOOL CLASS - 2007


ALOHA !

THE ADVENTURES OF FIJI - In A Village ... VINI'S VILLAGE - 2006


... chasing some Bugs & the Chicken jumping on Our Beds


... In Chelsa's Studio


... In Chelsa's Studio


... In MANUA KEA, Humanities & Sciences - APRIL 2007

PreciousLand & Co #7

Par les soirs bleus d'été, j'irai dans les sentiers,
Picoté par les blés, fouler l'herbe menue,
Rêveuse, j'en sentirai la fraîcheur à mes pieds.
Je laisserai le vent baigner ma tête nue.
Je ne parlerai pas, je ne penserai rien,
Mais l'amour infini me montera dans l'âme,
Et j'irai loin, bien loin, comme une bohémienne,
Par la nature, - heureuse avec Lui.



Hello dear friend, WHAT’S NEW ?
FROM my side, I have some significant steps to TAKE concerning FUTURE !!!
Here THEY ARE:
• Need to Renew my Religious Visa, IN JULY, in order to continue to WORK With YWAM and the COUNSELING MINISTRY on the BIG ISLAND of Hawaii. That means: “WHAT KIND OF COMMITEMENT” will I have with them and in which AREA? I cannot tell clearly for now: As You know THE ARTS & COUNSELING are My AREAS.
• I HAVE the opportunity to APPLY for a GREEN CARD by September 2007 … which implies for me to COMMIT 5 YEARS in YWAM, in the UNIVERSITY of NATIONS of KONA.
• In the SAME SEASON, I will be DONE with my ONE YEAR COMMITEMENT as STAFF with YWAM, in the UNIVERSITY of NATIONS of KONA.
• I will ALSO TURN 40, this YEAR … the 30 of October. Yeah!


Humanities course (4 Girls, 9 Guys) – the course I staff back at the University – has now accomplished its 8th week; and will approach the coming one the "problem" sex tourism and injustice in the third world.

... Previously, about 3 weeks agao now we visited one of the biggest observatories of the world. We will visit one of the 10 highest(I believe so) Observatories of the World; which is located on this Island.

- I have started one-on-one’s and it’s been a real privilege to get to know the 3 Ladies on the 4, in this Class, because they are coming from such different backgrounds:
- Worship has been quite CREATIVE this Season.
As sharing and meditating On GOD’
My MMBC Internship, has not taken place yet, but I will begin next week to visit the :
- Pregnancy Center: at least once a Week

- Living Waters Ministry … Taking Place Once a Week (fridays) … has begin the Groups … which means “things” starts to go deeper.

PreciousLand & Co #7

Par les soirs bleus d'été, j'irai dans les sentiers,
Picoté par les blés, fouler l'herbe menue,
Rêveuse, j'en sentirai la fraîcheur à mes pieds.
Je laisserai le vent baigner ma tête nue.
Je ne parlerai pas, je ne penserai rien,
Mais l'amour infini me montera dans l'âme,
Et j'irai loin, bien loin, comme une bohémienne,
Par la nature, - heureuse avec Lui.

It Took Me a Piece of Smiles and Courage to Send my Last E-mail Concerning a Prayer Request.
I Felt Encouraged by Many of you Because you Wrote me and Shared your Prayers & Love for Me …

I have been digging into Scientific Teaching since 3 Weeks now … Once in awhile we have a whole List of People that Discovered about the Microwave or the Computer;
But not only that, also discovering the core and soul of a Scientist.
It is quite amazing to explore their souls and Hearts ...

The ones I met, and so far, 2 of them, have a passion for Stewardship towards the World and Nature.
It seems to me, that they’re looking for how best “Serve One Another”, and in the same time “How to Respect Creation”… As A Clear Declaration: “God made it All”
I’ve never thought about a scientist who would be looking after “How to Research in Best Ways for the Best of all”.
I always pictured Scientist People as “Crazy” – sorry Scientist’sfriends – with gel on their hair so there will stay straight on the top of it ( and then look even more crazy) … People who are not really caring about the impact of their research on nature and people because their passion was overpowering them.
That’s a cliché ! hey !?

Anyway I feel thankful to God about meeting people, that not only are Ingenuous but also Kind and Funny “ Sometimes I just don’t Get their Sense of Humor” … Oh! Well !

This weekend, we went to the tallest mountain of the islands of the Pacific, named “Mauna Kea” (Mauna means Mountain in Hawaiian).
It is very interesting to know that this mountain would be the tallest of the whole world if we were measuring it from the bottom of the sea.
Anyway there was snow up there, so I’ll let you imagine how we dressed up.
We spent the Night Nearby … & The Stars were plentiful as if a painting was made in front of us just adding One to Another; or even compared to a Roof … or Let’s say: SAND spread in Front out of our Eyes.

We got most of us sick because of the changes of Altitude, yet we’ve had fun !
We went into a LAVA TUBE or “David’s Cave” (the One in The Bible)… Amazing !

And we visited one of the most famous telescopes areas of the world.
Other part of the world famous for it, is Chile.

As I have shared in my last newsletter, I am going to Fiji for the next 12 weeks, from June the 30th until end September.
I feel really excited about it because I really like Outreach and it is the occasion for me to give away what I have received in those last 6 years of intense training with YWAM.
I am so thankful about it.

Many of you my friends have supported me all this year’s and seasons.
For now, I can perceive that it is time for me to fly;
My staff are Fijian, which I feel very honored about.
And the students that are coming with us seem to be really motivated.

Another Matter is That: I am missing to have a Home and I am seriously thinking about Settling Down Somewhere; As I have share with some of you, I felt lately Very LONELY & Very Disconnected from Others ... and I appreciated the Prayers of you All.

Actually that would be my MAIN PRAYER REQUEST for NOW; I would appreciate that very much if you would lift me up in this matter before the Lord.

IN MERRY ENGLAND in the time of old, when good King Henry the Second
ruled the land, there lived within the green glades of Sherwood Forest,
near Nottingham Town, a famous outlaw whose name was Robin Hood. No archer
ever lived that could speed a gray goose shaft with such skill
and cunning as his, nor were there ever such yeomen as the sevenscore
merry men that roamed with him through the greenwood shades.
Right merrily they dwelled within the depths of Sherwood Forest,
suffering neither care nor want, but passing the time in merry games
of archery or bouts of cudgel play, living upon the King's venison,
washed down with draughts of ale of October brewing.
Not only Robin himself but all the band were outlaws and dwelled apart
from other men, yet they were beloved by the country people round about,
for no one ever came to jolly Robin for help in time of need and went
away again with an empty fist.

The castle which is said that King Arthur was born. It is the ruins, on the precipitous cliff.
You can see the strict and beautiful sea from here.
The walking course along the seaside is good although it is not easy to walk.