Thursday, August 09, 2007

THE LORD LOOKS AT ME AND SAYS: ” I KNOW WHAT’S MISSING FROM THAT GIRL AND I HAVE A GIFT” ...



Ben & Katrin my friends from Germany, in 2006 in Swizterland during MMBC School.

My Counseling Internship is going really well, ... I enjoy interacting with those young girls looking for Help, sometimes for Answers but most often "feeling" quite stressed out by their lives suddendly rushed by a "non-plan-Pregnancy".
This past 3 years, a 1000 Ultra Sounds have been made, and saved about 90 % of the Babies from Abortion.



My Grand-Pa, in the city, I was born, when he was young, one of my heroe


My Grand-Ma when she was young ...


I have always being proud of my Grand-Pa' ... He is an "Indiana Jones" in our Family; a Great Sense of Humor & Story-Teller.
I love spending Christmas with him, because He is very Traditional and works on building a Peaceful Atmosphere. He is quite confrontational, yet, loves His Family - after 50 years of "Adventures" He chose to build one.

I look like my Grand-Ma' ... as if I was her Daughter. Which I have felt proud of, since only few years ago.
She had loved me soooooo much ... I could never forget that ! "A dress passed into my life ... " She had the amazing gift of a Great Cook and a Tailor; She would dress at the Very Fashionable Way.




One of the friendship symbol in my life !



One of a "party" Zip-Bong ... oh yeah !


I get really comfortable learning Counseling Tools ... the Question remain: "What will I do after end of September 2007"????
Keep me in your Prayers, Please ! Thank You warmly !

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

JE SUIS BISONTINE DU PAYS DE LA CANCOILOTTE ... A L'AIL !



... a dear chinese friend, Sixia and I, in California - March 2006




... a dear Dutch vriendin, Annemarie and I, in California - March 2006





Jason, Christmas in HAWAII, 2003 - 2006




... a dear friend American friend, Katie and I, in Hawaii - May 2006


AlOHA !
Thursday 2nd of August – Wendesday 8th 0f August 2007
Today was a busy day at the Pregnancy Center. It was good, I did about 4 interviews. It went well ! I had the opportunity to interview one-on-one for the first time.
It was not easy. The last case was heartbreaking … yet the girl was not abortion minded.

In my grief of the loss … I don’t know how to feel about it anymore.

I realize that I live either in the past or in the future; but not in the present. I struggle to see my day passing by; I don’t see it; I don’t realize, I am in it.
I barely connect with the present time, because I am focused on my emotions from the past or the anxiety of the future.
I need to develop a grateful heart, a gratefulness and a thankfulness, for today. For the present second and minute.

just for today … JUST TODAY.

I wanna be teaching in Universities … invited in different places in the world;

Bruce Thompson use to have as a favorite hymn, that very song: “Great is Thy Faithfulness”.
I keep thinking about it because he is a hero of faith and humility.
So I believe that he has experienced God’s faithfulness many times when he had nothing into his hands; or nothing under his sight, yet. But he trusted the Lord.
Then what happened is, as I was listening to worship and began to worship the Lord, I felt His Loving Presence … I felt his favor.
I realized how much crap, I play in my head … how much pollution I play in my mind and feed my soul and mind with movies instead of what he thinks about me;

I need to pass the test, that will allow me to enter into my destiny; I will come out of it stronger.

And you said and sang over me, that: “ you have a future for me, plans that you have made and a purpose in Life, to give me hope and a future; (and not to harm me).

I got a Lei of flowers today …

Monday, June 11, 2007

FINDING NEMO ..... A Good One !




... In Chelsa's Studio


... Green Sand Beach


... Francois, my Brother, with His 2 Boys: Leo-Paul & Matthias


ILLUSTRATION SCHOOL CLASS - 2007


ALOHA !
THE ADVENTURES OF FIJI - In A Village ... VINI'S VILLAGE - 2006


... chasing some Bugs & the Chicken jumping on Our Beds


... In Chelsa's Studio


... In Chelsa's Studio


... In MANUA KEA, Humanities & Sciences - APRIL 2007

PreciousLand & Co #7

Par les soirs bleus d'été, j'irai dans les sentiers,
Picoté par les blés, fouler l'herbe menue,
Rêveuse, j'en sentirai la fraîcheur à mes pieds.
Je laisserai le vent baigner ma tête nue.
Je ne parlerai pas, je ne penserai rien,
Mais l'amour infini me montera dans l'âme,
Et j'irai loin, bien loin, comme une bohémienne,
Par la nature, - heureuse avec Lui.



Hello dear friend, WHAT’S NEW ?
FROM my side, I have some significant steps to TAKE concerning FUTURE !!!
Here THEY ARE:
• Need to Renew my Religious Visa, IN JULY, in order to continue to WORK With YWAM and the COUNSELING MINISTRY on the BIG ISLAND of Hawaii. That means: “WHAT KIND OF COMMITEMENT” will I have with them and in which AREA? I cannot tell clearly for now: As You know THE ARTS & COUNSELING are My AREAS.
• I HAVE the opportunity to APPLY for a GREEN CARD by September 2007 … which implies for me to COMMIT 5 YEARS in YWAM, in the UNIVERSITY of NATIONS of KONA.
• In the SAME SEASON, I will be DONE with my ONE YEAR COMMITEMENT as STAFF with YWAM, in the UNIVERSITY of NATIONS of KONA.
• I will ALSO TURN 40, this YEAR … the 30 of October. Yeah!


Humanities course (4 Girls, 9 Guys) – the course I staff back at the University – has now accomplished its 8th week; and will approach the coming one the "problem" sex tourism and injustice in the third world.

... Previously, about 3 weeks agao now we visited one of the biggest observatories of the world. We will visit one of the 10 highest(I believe so) Observatories of the World; which is located on this Island.

- I have started one-on-one’s and it’s been a real privilege to get to know the 3 Ladies on the 4, in this Class, because they are coming from such different backgrounds:
- Worship has been quite CREATIVE this Season.
As sharing and meditating On GOD’
My MMBC Internship, has not taken place yet, but I will begin next week to visit the :
- Pregnancy Center: at least once a Week

- Living Waters Ministry … Taking Place Once a Week (fridays) … has begin the Groups … which means “things” starts to go deeper.
PreciousLand & Co #7

Par les soirs bleus d'été, j'irai dans les sentiers,
Picoté par les blés, fouler l'herbe menue,
Rêveuse, j'en sentirai la fraîcheur à mes pieds.
Je laisserai le vent baigner ma tête nue.
Je ne parlerai pas, je ne penserai rien,
Mais l'amour infini me montera dans l'âme,
Et j'irai loin, bien loin, comme une bohémienne,
Par la nature, - heureuse avec Lui.